Hi everyone!
Well, after my enduring MRI that had me locked in to stretcher for 1 hour and 40 minutes.......1 day of chemo and 5 days of radiation.....week one is finally over! It certainly feels as though I have gotten over a hump but I know there is still so much more to endure and push through.
First off, I had an MRI scheduled last night for 9:15pm....seriously....we arrived around 8pm for registration and didn't leave the hospital until after midnight. Luckily for Mark, we gave him a well-deserved night off and he was able to catch up on his sleep and enjoy a beer with AJ while my parents took me. Thanks, Mom and Dad....you are so patient. :) I had to start an IV (again.........I am starting to look like a heroin junkie) for the "contrast" to enlighten my abdomen and pelvis. (The purpose of this follow-up was to get a better look at the "suspicious-looking" lymph nodes that showed up on my PET scan the week before.) My radiation oncologist doesn't expect anything different especially because we have already altered our radiation scope to include those lymph nodes. He just wants to be thorough.
So, who has had an MRI? Show of hands? Anyone? Bueller?..........I am sure all experiences are different but for me....let me paint you a picture: I was strapped down, with football pads over my chest and pelvis (hut, hut), I have huge headphones on (at least it had classical music coming through), an IV in my arm and was told that when the NOISE began, I couldn't move........imagine being strapped down, in a tunnel in the middle of a construction site for 100 minutes! It was not pleasant. (And I thought the PET scan was bad). The machine made so much noise my parents in the waiting room thought an alarm was going off all of the time and were very anxious...and my butt fell asleep...not fun.
And, to top it all off, I had managed not to vomit all week from chemo, radiation, exhaustion etc... but, the MRI made me very ill.........! Plus, there was only our nurse, radiology tech and a security guard left in the entire building when we left. I was a little sick this morning too when I woke up for my final radiation treatment of the week but I was so lethargic from the MRI maybe it was still due to that.
Other than all of this (no big deal, right?) I feel so tired all of the time. Walking up stairs is a challenge, I feel short of breath and am just wiped out. I have never felt such a loss of energy before and this will be a difficult adjustment.
So, the plan for the weekend: rest up, stay positive, read all of my People magazines (thanks, girls), hang out with friends and enjoy some sunshine for a change.
Love, Hugs and Good Health!
P.S. Go Cubs Go!
Friday, May 16, 2008
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Hi Kindra,
It sounds like it was one heck of a week, to say the least. I admire your positive attitude, and think this will carry you though this journey.
Along with your People Magazines, there is a little something in the mail that should arrive today or tomorrow as reading material too :)
My friend, who also lives in Chicago, mentioned that her dad(who has cancer) and her family have used this wonderful website that helps to network patients and their significant others with others that have gone through and fought the same type of cancer and won. It connects you with people in the same situation (cancer types) and age group in the same town. She said it has been a HUGE support for her father and family to be able to relate to others in town. The website is www.imermanangels.org
Sending love from MA!
Molly Atanasoff:)
Hi Kins,
I'm reading your blog on the way to the airport and am thinking about how I can't wait to see you and hug you. You deserve a break this weekend! Looking forward to sharing some sunshine with you.
Love ya - EM
YEAH! Week 1 is over...I thought your text message got delayed somehow b/c I couldn't imagine that you were going in for an MRI that late at night!! What a drag, but YOU DID IT. I can't imagine. Have a great weekend and enjoy your 2 days of rest!!!
love you!
Hil
Kins and Mark so glad week 1 is over with. that mri would make me have a panic attack you are so much stronger that i could ever be. We are out of town until monday night but next week we will come visit and give you big hugs and kisses(if you will have us). we love you both!
lindsay, dave and michael.
yay, a new blog post from you!
sounds like one heck of a week! you're starting to make work sound fun.
didn't know that MRIs were so unpleasant (boo) but i'm glad to hear the docs are being thorough. hang in there and enjoy the sunshine and celeb gossip this weekend.
sending lots of love from AZ!
big hugs,
jami
Go Kins Go!
Wow- what a week! You are such a trooper. Hopefully you can snuggle up on the couch and enjoy your mags.
xoxo Kara
Hi Kindra and Mark,
Well, we got home at about 1230 am Sunday morning ... 2 hour hold up in Chicago (mechanical problems, ha ha ha). Mom and I really enjoyed spending the week with you guys. We are so proud of both of you and consider our lives blessed to have such a great son and daughter. Only 4 weeks to go, we will be there for the final turn and run to the finish of the first race. This first stage is like the Kentucky Derby and Karmal Kin's is going to win the triple crown this year.
We love both of you with all our hearts ... Mom and Dad
Go McLennan's Go! You got the sqautter now!
Did I ever tell you about my MRI? They gave me a painkiller right before so I was basiclaly high the entire time. Imagine being high with all of those noises! Thankfully it was only about 20 minutes though so I can't even imagine how miserable yours was!
Hugs and kisses from AZ!
Kindra and Mark -
Week one is over !!!! The first week is always difficult because you really don't know what to expect. Hopefully, next week will be better. Your wonderful spirit will carry you through.
We are thinking of you always and wishing you the best.
Love,
Michael and Vivian
Kins, I think I write this every time I comment, but I truly mean it...YOU ARE AMAZING!!!! I am so proud of you that you made it through week 1 and you did it looking as beautiful as ever! It is Monday morning 8am AZ time and I am thinking of you as I know this is your 2nd day of chemo. I am sending you lots of hugs, kisses and strength to get you through the day. Love you, Marisa
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